If you were a patient at Eastern State School & Hospital (located in PA) please get in touch with me via: e-mail (click on view my profile and you'll see the link).I am looking to connect with residents to share stories and to find a few lost friends that are very dear to me.I will be sharing my thoughts and stories about my stay there during the late 80's, I will be posting first names only on this blog as I recall them.If you have anything to constribute e-mail me and I will post it for you.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

The Cottages & Units....

Here's a list of cottages and units at ESSH for those who forgot; when I was there in 88-89 some of the cottages were just used for storage.  After talking to a few people who were there in the later years, some of the cottages/units changed, for instance; when I was there unit 2 & 4 were for boys located in the main building, unit 1 & 3 were for girls, however that might of been different when you were there!

Andalusia, Buckingham, Croyden, Durham, Eddington, Fallsington, Grier, Harrow, Ivyland, Jamison, Keith, and Langhorne..The name New Hope was given to Langhorne in the last few years of operation and housed boys who had more freedoms and liberties and required less supervision. Croyden and Durham were for little boys. Andalusia at one time housed little girls.

The main building had 3 levels, the main level had offices, the second level is where the units 1-4 were located, the 3rd floor was where the forensic unit was located, this was a lockdown!

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  1. I was on Unit 8 but then the whole unit was relocated to a cottage, I think it might have been Ivyland we were moved to. I remember when we were walking from the main building to our cottage I asked one of the staff why we were all being moved. and the response was simply "they sold the building" I pressed for more information, but was told I would "lose points" if I persisted. I'm not sure about when I was there exactly, just that it was in the mid to late 80's I'm leaning towards late 80's though since I think I saw someplace the facility was closed for good in 1991 which answers the questions I asked about why a state hospital would seel a building? nobody told us it was closing, just that everyone was being moved to cottages.

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    1. Is this Jenn powers or colic this is Jason from unit 2 sorry for the name this is my wife's account

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    2. Is this Jenn powers or colic this is Jason from unit 2 sorry for the name this is my wife's account

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    3. This is Jennifer Powers i was there with Velma and others. Would love to catch up with my old friends

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    4. This is Jennifer Powers i was there with Velma and others. Would love to catch up with my old friends

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    5. This is Jennifer Powers i was there for about 2 years i was best friends with velma

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    6. This is Jennifer Powers i was there for about 2 years i was best friends with velma

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    7. Joyce jackson looking for ruby rivera,tony newborn,and Rachel Fulton 1987 phone number is 215 452 9969 I miss yall soooo much

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    8. Joyce unit 8 in a dorm back dorm I remember ruby,and Rachel. Ruby was halfPuerto Rican and Rachel was Caucasian. Ms Mildred was the mean staff call me if you know me please 215 452 9969

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    9. Hello,
      The name that I went by was Paul.
      I was a patient and resident at ESSH from the time I was 12 or 13 until 18. Do you remember my name I was on several units until I was moved to a Keith Cottage.

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    10. I was physically involved with several staff members. On weekend passes I would continue my relationship. I don't believe I was the only one, I know I wasn't. Does anyone remember a buddy system that they had there called a one to one?
      Please email me if you understand.
      gregorymarshall199@gmail.com

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    11. This is Jaime I was Jen powers and went to thr dance with Jason conklin

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    12. I was there from 94 to 95. I was in Jamison. I used to date Jason Menditto.. So glad that didnt work out though... He grreew up to be a very bad person. Google him and u will see. I rememeber jason conklin all the girls thought he was hot.

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    13. I was there in 1984, I remember my first girlfriend was named elli, she was there also, and a p.o.s. staff named Gary who used to rape kids, a kid carnell was on my unit. Another girl and I ran away from there after working our way up to get more freedoms, only to be returned a few days later...a buddy of mine(truck) was also there, we ended up at Presbyterian children's village after e.s.s.h. it was located on the mainline. It was a group home.

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    14. At Unknown, Paul. I remember a Paul. Tall with dark hair. If your the Paul I knew you were a boyfriend of my friend Sarah....I'm Julie. I was the major tomboy.

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    15. I am carmen Neufeld i was in ivyland my room was caddy corner to the showers n bathroom i was in a single room i was looking for n e 1 who remembers me

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    16. Jenn Bolyard I think I know you I was there about the same time. Unit 7 and croyden cottage. I used to hang out with a kid named Jack Day

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    17. Could have been Jennifer powers my memory is foggy

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    18. I was there. Unit 2, I believe, in the main building. I was in Ms. Jamilla's class and impressed her when I submitted a report on ancient Egypt in hieroglyphics. I was good friends with Rachel, Vicki and Shamira Jackson. I beat the crap out of Lindsay to defend Ceilie. I dated Robert Wright and went to the Halloween Ball with Quantez Bishop. If anyone remembers any of this, please contact me at 610-504-3783 or khull100@gmail.com.

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  2. Rodney Earp i ware at ESSH IN THE 70, CALL ME AT 602-254-4721 618 N. Central ave #120 Phoenix, az.85004 eataij@yahoo.com

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    1. Its amazes me that so many can look back on a childhood of pain, misery and isolation and place these reflections in a social forum as if to derive some measure of entertainment. Eastern State is now a grave of shattered childhoods which has been covered by massive commercial developments. We must develop to move forward from a horrific childhood experience.

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    2. You right but for some people it was a good memory I met my fience Yvonne farmer in there

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    3. I remember Yvonne Farmer. We were both in miss Jamilla's class together. We sat next to each other in class. I was on unit 1. My name is Amanda Lutz.

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    4. I remember Yvonne Farmer. We were both in miss Jamilla's class together. We sat next to each other in class. I was on unit 1. My name is Amanda Lutz.

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    5. What's up manda it's Jason from Ms. Toombs class I was on unit 2 I had the long hair me n Steve stuaffer was best friends how you been? Sorry for the name of the account its my wife

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    6. What's up manda it's Jason from Ms. Toombs class I was on unit 2 I had the long hair me n Steve stuaffer was best friends how you been? Sorry for the name of the account its my wife

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    7. Uwe used to call that lawyers office and say we were his wife and his wife was answering the phone. I am Jaime cliftCl I was on unit 1 Dr Shaw Dr Linda, Evelyn the nurse. Jenn powers I hope u remember me I only there for 6 months my roommate was this wiwrd girl named Debbie with eyes that bugged out. We used stare through door window at the boys on unit 2. I went out with Jason Conklin and we had that dance where we dressed up and miss Julie was my teacher. And the lunch lady u on a diet. We .uses to make fun of her. I mss all u guys. I stayed in touch for a bit than lost contact.

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    8. Heather B wahats your last name? I dated Jason Mendido and Jason Fisher. I remember J Conklin.. He dated my friend Danielle

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  3. Think it was 1992 Jamison cottage Jennifer 2158178016j@gmail.com

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    1. Jameson cottage? There was one of those at presbyterian children's village also

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  4. I was on multiple units..I remember Ms Rosa n Ms Jerri (the hair stylist) ..n b4 I ran away in 91 I "worked" in the canteen

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    1. My x gf and I worked in the canteen.gary carmelo and lisa stackhouse

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    2. same here jeannie i remmber mrsjerri real well if any one wqant to eamil me it is crzyintheinbrain@yahoo.com

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    3. Ms Jerrie yessss and Ms. Rosa. I worked for a short time at the canteen.... I remember a Dawn.

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    4. I so remember Ms. Gerri, the hair stylist. She was awesome. Never judged and loved my hair.

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  5. I was at at eastern state in 1992-1993. I remember Dr. Comley,, and Miss Minnie and Miss Verna. And I remembered the canteen. I was only there 3 months and hated it.

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  6. I miss that place....

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  7. wow place looks like it went to crap i spent 4 years there and some things i miss and hate

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    1. i spent time in langhonre and spent most of my time in unit 2 till a bunch of us tried to put together a escape plan which did not go well cause i ended up hitting one of the staff in the face and breaking there hand got choked and put in seclusion

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    2. A girl and I did run from there when we were let to walk to school alone one day, only to be brought back a few days later, I was 13 she was 15 I think...my first girlfriend elli, I met there, also a staff rapist named gary was there

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  8. I was there also can't remember dates my dad just died he was the one who put me in there

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    1. My Dad died in 2002, Hes the one who put me there also.

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    2. I was one of the ones who pierced ears and branded tattoo's my name is joyce Jackson light skin.and I was always in seclusion. In a jacket looking out those gate windows onto the highway..1987

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    3. Hello Joyce Jackson,
      My name is Paul Marshall.
      I was a patient/resident from 5 time I was 12 or 13 until I was discharged at 18 my number is 215 769 0455 please call me I strongly believe it won't be a waist of your time. My email address is gregorymarshall199@Gmail.com

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  9. I was there in 88-89.. I seen a lot of crazy people lol one of my friends was Nicole & a girl who pierced her ears like 10 times in each ear cant remember her name tho. lol

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    1. There was also a boy Diego Lopez who would always sneak me art pics that he drew of me I had them all over my wall lol. The round room is where we finaly got to see the boys LOL & I remember them having us walk that track circle & it was co-ed. I was there for a year. I never understood why I was there tho. here is my email amandalane76@yahoo.com

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    2. I also remember a miss Mabel she was older maybe 50's her head would shake like sort of a twitch or something & when she put me in my room & I wanted out she would walk by & I would yell shake it mabel, LOL I know it was mean but I didn't like being locked in a room ugh..

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    3. Diego Lopez aka The Black Wolf was my boyfriend for a while. I still have his love letters and yes, they were very ornate complete with drawings. He ran away and then showed up as my unit was walking to the Canteen and tried to grab me and take me with him. Unfortunately staff got me first but he was able to run away again.

      Ms Mabel was pretty mean herself. I think it is ok you made fun of her like that. I remember a few compassionate staff members but most were really quick to throw kids into seclusion. Ms Rosa put me in there more than a few times if I would so much as raise my voice. I was a cutter and was always put into seclusion when I cut myself. Was this therapy? I guess so.

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    4. I remember Diego I was there like 3 times ialso remember Theresa webb and Karen white

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    5. Hi do you remember me Mayelin i remember you we was kind of close and do you remember kim

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    6. I remember you Amanda u was that pretty skinny White girl not 2 skinny nice skinny u had short blonde hair I think u had blue eyes & i remember Diego stocky Spanish guy with a little tiny pony tail I remember when he ran away and he came 4 u trying to grab u so use can run away together I remember I was there saw when it happened lmao

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    7. My name Angel Santos I was in d same unit as Diego he was crazy but my dog and funny

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  10. Has anyone seen this?


    http://likes.com/weird/the-most-haunted-places-in-america?s=eyJleHBfaWQiOiAxNzcwMSwgInZfaWQiOiAxMTE3NDE3OTMyfQ&v=eyJjbGlja19pZCI6IDI2Nzk3NDg1MjUsICJwb3N0X2lkIjogMzAwMDI2NTIsICJtIjogMSwgInQiOiAxMzg5NDIxODAyLCAiaCI6IDgwNDUyMzkwfQ&page=1

    I was in ESSH in '91 & '92 (Unit 1 & Ivyland) Reading these comments brings back a lot of memories for me. Thanks for making this blog.

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    1. Arthur are u the one who dated Yvonne? I was in same cabin as her. She was one of my very close friends

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    2. yes i miss her so much after she commited suicide in 2000 my life shatterd..

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    3. Hey jill it Mayelin do you remember me

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  11. I heard of this place later on & a few years later I've ridden the route 14 bus heading to Oxford Valley Mall in Langhorne & on the trip I've seen a struture which was then a school building but I couldn't see any cottages nearby but later on when YouTube was introduced I found a rare doccumentry called Children of Darkness based on the residents who once lived at Eastern State School many years ago but the interviews are from the then teenagers who lived there but the video was made in 83' & whoever watches the show may have known someone there & are looking for them now to see how are they doing but there are some kids who never stayed there like the redhead teen girl named Denice who was trying to commit suicide many time b'cuz her mother had died & her father had walked out on her but she later ranaway from the facility & no one today knew what happened to her but that was a good facility for children even if they're not mentally ill or retarded.

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  12. Wow I was there as well some might remember when unit 3 was set on fire well that was me who did it I spent almost a year in that place this is so surreal

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    1. So you started that fire inside Unit # Damn Young Woman You Could've Kill Many People in there but they may have had you prossicuted for that years ago but I heard that this place is gone now & was then replaced by a new line of housing developments & a shopping center.

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    3. I was there from 92 to 95 I was on a couple units couple different Cottages it sucked really bad but I met a lot of good people

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    4. Her anger to start the fire could have come from staff like gary who used to rape us (patients) who were stuck there, a fire may have been welcomed by many of us at the time, before you sit and say what her consequences could have been, maybe think about what made her make that decision, I was 13 when I was there.

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    5. @young mauy i know your name you do look familiar to me I was there july 94 - March 95 then was sent to Hoffman Homes

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  13. i was 13 the frist time i went their and i was happy thier for my home life sux and i meet some good ass peeps thier i reamber this one boy bishop god did we get in to alot i mean i got co unit and scholl restied alll in one day sry i cant spell i did altogger 2 yrs thier and at other places another 3 yrs so all my child hood was locked up

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    1. Mine was also from 12 to 15...northwestern institute of psychiatry, eastern state school and hospital and presbyterian children's village...scar tissue has built up until I found this page, now it all seems like yesterday, I'm 48 now. Email me if you like tyrsrune2@gmail.com

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    2. I am angel Santos my brother was tony we are twins was there from 82 2 1989

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  14. my best friend was mary and her boyfriend ben that how i meat quizet benjain bishop aks the bear then his friend was matt god this takes me back bear used to write me every day i lost his letter though do to moveing for one sate hospailt to another for 5 yrs

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    1. Angel I was in a couple Cottages with you and one or two units

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    2. I remember the twins too .I'm joyce Jackson light skin.and. use to go with Tony newborn we ran away together.

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  15. I was there 89 92 with troy Brian josh randy Diego I also remember when josh went home on a pass and never came back cuz he died he was my friend my brother RIP Josh

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    1. Lance the dancin man, and Ralph.

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    2. Only 2 decent guys. Ralph had to take me to the hospital for stitches after putting my arm through the back window in Eddington.

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  17. My name is William Wall. I was there from 92 to 95. I rember Angel Black , Andre Grey, Dan Brown and Miss Jerri. I worked in the canteen and dated Jessica Romagano.

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    1. Matt, I remember you from PCV as well. If you're on FB, send me your profile link. we have a private essh group on FB

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    2. hey its artie from eddington cottage i was with yvonne from jamison my fience passed away in 2000 i miss her who all is on yr fb boastfulbears

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    3. I was also there for 92 to 95 I also worked in the canteen

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    4. hi my name is Dione i was in 91-94 at jamison cottage with Ivone. i would like pictures and why they closed down

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    5. Do ou mean the miller sisters, I was also at PCv in rosemont... I was there with nancy Muller, the Garland brothers, truck, and many more, I smoked my first doobie in the house where they 18 and up were getting ready for the streets, a girl andrea and I were sent to school for radnor and tan away one time only to be teturned... I burnt some rich kids at radnor middle for weed money, they would mess with me cause I was at pcv

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    6. Matt wall? I was with you angel black, elvis lopez, caleb rinker. We were in new hope I was there 93-94 brian bird. Look me up on Facebook

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  19. i was there from 1991 until i think 1995 or 96 witchever it closed mostly on unit 3 & 4 in the main building

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    1. Hi Craig my name is Wendy I am trying to figure out when I was in there I remember being on unit 3 at one time obviously not when you were they didn't do coed but do you remember a Wendy lol I think it might be around 92??? My dad died he put me there.

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    2. Wendy you were there for about 6-9 months in 1992

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    3. Do I know you Craig? Maybe from warminster also.

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    4. Do I know you Craig? Maybe from warminster also.

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    5. I'm Joshua zuercher, I was there somewhere between 90 and 92. They had me pretty drugged. I started out in I believe Durham cottage, I went to the units after I escaped all the way to the Carlisle exit of the turnpike. I still remember my teacher, Jamilla Tombs, (sp?).. If you remember me you can hit me up at buickregalsrule420@gmail.com

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  20. I was there in the 90s, was in the main building, but on the 2nd or third floors. I remember the place well, I remember attending the school, having photo class,where I first developed pictures, did tye dye shirts, leather class etc. I ran one time w a friend john miller, we ended running across the highway into the mountain area in the woods, and watching the search go on..lol, of course we went to the mall, hung out, till we were ready to go back. I liked the food and the canteen. My buddy Jessie was a trip, and Harold primrose, can't forget him as well. The staff I do remember, especially rob the chessmaster. Me Verna I remember too, and mrs.trovato...my teacher. I use to go to the bathroom, then take off and hide in the school weekly, just to put pressure on. The restraining techniques they used were torturous though. Putting us in those dirty infested rooms w steel doors, sliding trays on the floors like we were animals. I was there almost two years. I missed sledding there behind the chow hall, and messing w the girls. That was the best part of being there. I had outings w my mom on weekends, but never wanted to go back there. I ended up being forced into special education aquaafter leaving there due to a counselors recommendation, which technically ruined a future. I'm tommy noll, and this is part my story.

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    1. Hey Tommy. It's Harold. I remember you very as well.. You where one of my good friends there. We both went to the next white hole together. I'll never forget the Tom that piece of shit staff went way to far and beat you. I remember trying to get you help and no one cared. That I'll never forget. I felt so bad for you. I remember a lot of good times we had also. It's nice to know you still remember me.

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    2. I feel your pain bros, 5 point restraints and staff like mr gary who were pedophiles

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    3. Tommy then we must have been in class together My teacher was also Mrs Trovato

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  21. how can we get photos of people in essh i want pics of my fience yvonne farmer she was in jamison cottage i am arie i was in eddington text me 6098403913

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    1. I dont think you can... Considering confidentiality issues and how far back in years youre looking for photos or records. The school had a photo class but anything that was processed was kept by the patient who made it. Negatives are destroyed.

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    3. I remember Yvonne Farmer, we were in the same class at school. We had miss rooms class together

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    4. My name is Shannon Howard, I was in Jamison cottage with Yvonne Farmer.I eventually got moved to Unit 3. I enjoyed Thursday nights at the canteen.The indoor swimming pool. I remember looking out the windows of Unit 3 and seeing the fenced in basketball space for the Forensic unit males. I got to work at the canteen during some week days. Cooking cheese steaks, fries, etc for the staff. Ping Pong tables, pool tables in the round building helped me to pass the time. I was there a total of 4yrs and them got sent to the Devereux Foundation. Troy Lupold, Heather Senseman, David Zernhelt, Jennifer Molgaard, Joy Slattery were some of the kids I was there with. I actually made alot of friends there,found myself, matured.

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    5. Shannon, I remember you. My name is Rob Wright. I dont remember everything, but, I do remember you, Joy,Bishop, Keith, Helen, Kim and many more. Reach out if you like or find me on FB. Hope you are doing well.

      -Rob

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    6. Hi rob and everyone else that i remember angie trish bishop joy ec. how have you been ? I often wonder about you all hope everyones life has turned out better then those years - helen

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    7. I used to have pics of Yvonne but i have lost everything from ESSH over the years.

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    8. Bitch got herpes. Helen Maxine Daub. Skanky hoe

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    9. Hey Helen. I try not to think about those years too much, but can't escape it. Im a Eastern State Kid...shot me up w/ thorzine and look what it did, from whips n chains to 4 point restraints its the biggest psyco world there is...i dont wanna grow up cuz if I did..i wouldn't be an Eastern State Kid...life wasn't too bad for me after I left...now I have been disabled for 5 years with health issues, but...eh..I'm ok... this is years later...if u see this...how are you? Did things get better for you? Hope you are all well!

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  22. The only good thing about that place were the patients. Never judged anyone and had your back if you needed help. I saw my doctor a whole 4 times during my 2 year stay from 90-92.Im glad that hell hole was torn down.

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  23. The only good thing about that place were the patients. Never judged anyone and had your back if you needed help. I saw my doctor a whole 4 times during my 2 year stay from 90-92.Im glad that hell hole was torn down.

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  24. Hello. My name is Jason and I was there for most of1987 and half of 88. I was eleven then, and was in unit 7, then in Croydon. It was very traumatizing for me. I now suffer from ptsd from my time there. All of you know how it was there. I am finally getting trauma therapy and have begun to open up about what happened to me and everyone else who were left there. I thank God for doctor Conrad, who saw me very early on and she helped me get back home. The toughest part of this experience was,and still is, the permanent state of sorrow and not knowing how to properly cope with being free. Thank you for those who were brave enough to make this forum, and for reading a small piece of my ESSH story. More to come.

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  25. Hello. My name is Jason and I was there for most of1987 and half of 88. I was eleven then, and was in unit 7, then in Croydon. It was very traumatizing for me. I now suffer from ptsd from my time there. All of you know how it was there. I am finally getting trauma therapy and have begun to open up about what happened to me and everyone else who were left there. I thank God for doctor Conrad, who saw me very early on and she helped me get back home. The toughest part of this experience was,and still is, the permanent state of sorrow and not knowing how to properly cope with being free. Thank you for those who were brave enough to make this forum, and for reading a small piece of my ESSH story. More to come.

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    1. Hi Jason it's joyce I'm looking for Tony newborn we all were there that year .the dance.the canteen. Call me 215 452 9969

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    2. My name is Edward Drew I was in lock down forensic,unit 87-88 the mental and emotional physical torture I took as a xhild still affects me today

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  26. Omg.. remember Jerry...i was there in 83,84......

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  27. Omg.. remember Jerry...i was there in 83,84......

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  28. Yo...i was there in 83,84... I was only there for 6 months but I could write a book about my experiences... unit 5 the sunrise unit.... Glad I found tthis...can be reached at Jazzcat0416@gmail.com . ...I'm Jim Manning

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    1. While there during 83 & 84 do you remember a suicidal teen girl named Denise who was then a patient there during your stay there because a documentary TV program by Non Fiction Television hosted a story called Children Of Darkness because Denise's story was on there during that time .

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    2. I remember Denise. I was just talking to my sister about her.

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  29. I was there from 1974 to 1978 i was in the main building. What a nightmare.

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  30. Hi, I was there for four months at the beginning of 91. I'm looking for Kathy March or Helen. I don't remember Helen's last name. ESSH was a disturbing part of my teens. I was on unit 1 with Ms.Rosa and Ms. Celeste. I was in Ms. Julie's class. I would love to talk to anyone who has been there. My email address is tldietrich@gmail.com.

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    1. Hay u if l am Not u was that cute short black girl u rocket D black Nikes u Use to hang with that one black girl Sandra and I was with her at D time I was there

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    2. Hey I had Ms. Julie also. And I remember Ms. Celeste Unit 1 also. She was so cool but to u didn't want on her bad side. I had like too Ms.Gherri the hair stylist lady.

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    3. Helen Daub. Bitch is a skank. She got a Nad case of herpes

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  31. hi my name is jane c cramer. my madian name was jane c beneder. I was at essh in 84-85. I cant remember everyone I was there with. I don't remember the cottages. I was in the building and moved around a lot, I do remember the canteen,shool n other activaties. when I was there I was 12 and was there till I was 13. I met a lot of people who grew up near where I was from. a few of my friend's I made when I was there was from alotoona n state collage area. the one girl I met there that was from Altoona ran away n they never found her. I am orginaly from junuiata county and I now live in Lewistown pa ( Mifflin county) I was in there cuz my mom couldn't deal with me I was told cuz I had a split personality. when I was brung to essh I was brung there by ambulance not my mom. she never came to visit me that often unless she had to for meetings. I lost my father at the age 10. he was shot in front of me when I was 9 and he died when I weas 10. I took it hard cuz me and my father where close n also he died right after I turned 10. I had a lot of great people n friends I met there that help[ed me through a lot. I also remember being put in seclusion( the padded room) cuz me and my one roommate when I first got there didn't want to go to bed and we ran up n down the hall. I also remember movie night. If anyone would like to get ahold of me my email address is princessjc20131@gmail.com also I have a facebook and its under jane c bender cramer. it would be great to catch up with people who where there when I was.

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    1. Hey There My Name Is Bernard Short & I've read your comment & it reminds me of a suicidal teen girl named Denise who was then interviews on a documentary called Children Of Darkness & this may be the girl you're talking about who'd later runaway on he 17th. birthday because nobody could find her & to this day she's never been found & back then the staff should've known that she's missing & could've reported this from the start .

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  32. My name is Carmen and I was there in the early n mid 80's I was about 13 when I got there I was in the main building for a lil I shared a room with a girl named Tony then was moved to ivyland was wondering if n e 1 remember's me

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  33. Hi My Name is Angel Santos I Was There with My twin brother Tony Santos I Kno we half 2 Kno each other cause I was there from 82 2 90 91 I miss it there hat it but Miss it

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    1. My name is Terry Lewis. I remember you and your brother. We were on unit 4. Diane was ohr nurse.

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    2. Angel Santos we probably do know each other. It's just been so long. If u want but can email me @ princessjc20131@gmail.com

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    3. Terry Lewis I remember you cause u was a beast dancing u world glass and u was with that one Spanish girl

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  34. I was there From 82 to d 90 my name angel Santos d twins Tony my brother

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  35. She did our hair .call me 215 452 9969

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  36. Yo I remember you and your brother call me 215 452 9969. Yo oooooooo cool

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  38. Greetings. Jerry is alive and well in Lake Havasu City, Arizona. His life has been a struggle, but he has won out over homelessness & alcoholism. However, he has been employed for 13 years within our multi-dealership auto group. Our owners and employees have taken him under our wings. It's actually a great story. We love and care about Jerry. Jerry is sitting here with us as this is being written. He is in good health, lives on his own, and pays his own bills. A true success story.

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  39. My name is larry decker idk what yrs I was there but would love to hear from some people I just got off the phone with a friend named jason who told me about this site it's amazing to hear these stories and I'm not even done reading them!

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    1. I was there in 89 90 and jason coxs was one of my best friends and Diego

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  40. I was there from 1973-1977 approximately i was in the hospital part 3 floor i remember looking out the big windows and that it was so bright were i slept there were so many beds and kids like myself it was a big dorm setting i remember also leaving the dorm through two big doors nurse station was to the rigjt it was a crazy place remember taking meds a least 3 times aday i also wonder if i was ever experimented on ? I was just to little i think i blocked out a lot of those memories anyway my name back then was Francis wayne Brouckerl i dont know maybe someone might remember me i remember parts of the rec hall cafeteria and also going to school lot more could say. Dont want to make a book out of this.

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    1. Your story rings of the horrors I share in that facility of negative energy, I do not remember any good days there, I felt abandoned and alone and since it has never let me trust or love in the right way. Anyone wants to write me ...tyrsrune2@gmail.com

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    2. With you. It was a dark hell . I witnessed a 12 year old girl beaten by male and female staff til they knocked her out. They took her to her bed and placed her in 8 points. Several hours later she was unresponsive and died soon after. I was there 84-85. I just only have bad memories. Always on guard for violence and abusive staff. It changed me forever. In 40s now still fighting anxiety. Paranoia and fear. And only after being in there I have never ever again been able to comfortably to anyone. I have absolutely no trust. I was not that way before being in ESSH.

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  41. It's hard to say, when it closed alot went to the streets with no care.

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  42. I was on a wing with a similar child named aaron he was deaf, and Darnell washington, who was troubled like I was from abusive home life, there was dark haired staff member named gary he was a pedophile but was never removed or stopped from his nightmares that he caused kids for life.

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  43. Hi I was there when I was for a yr. I think it was 85-86. I made a few friends when I was there and it made bearable for me when I was there. I was never in the cottages. I was in the main building. I did great in school there and great female n male friends some of them lived near where I did or a couple hrs away. 3 days before I was to get out my roommate which was my best friend n 2 other girl's I was good friend's escaped form wash but we never heard anything after happen n it still seriously worries me till this day. Cause the staff must not have cared or something happen n they won't admit it.
    I don't remember all my friend's name's any more.
    If anyone get ahold of me to talk. My email is princessjc20131@gmail.com

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    1. While you were there during 1985 & 1986 , do you know a suicidal teen named Denise who was once a patient there before she ran away from there ?

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    2. She might have been one of them that ran away and when anyone ask about it. We would get told the staff n other's are looking into it or they wouldn't tell us anything! That made essh even more scary toe.
      I also watched the video on u-tube children of the dark. It makes me angry on how they treat people

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  44. Hello There My Name Is Bernard Short , But you all don't really know me but I remember watching a documentary back on YouTube called Children Of Darkness because it was based on the Original Eastern State School & Hospital and it was made nearly 40 years ago since some of the patients & staff allowed themselves to be interviewed because I remember one female patient they called Denise who would later runaway from this place on her 17th. birthday & to this day the suicidal teen hasn't been seen or heard from since & the staff never reported her missing back then .

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  45. Joyce Jackson. My life is a living hell

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  46. Girlsowicked I know where u r coming from. I was a essh around the same time you where. I made a lot of friend's there. I know e of them ran away n when u ask anything about it. U never got an answer. I also bad times there. I was taken to essh by ambulance my mother was to come down n she didn't. My dad that raised me dies when I wasn10. My mom only came to see me when we had parent meetings. Otherwise it was my name ( grandmother n aunt) who would visit me n would be able to do stuff with me I just had to be good.
    I know my first day there wasn't a great day. I was getting settled in and I felt scare n was far far away from home. I was only there for a hr. I know I was put in seclusion a lot n not all because me. Iwas put seclusion my first full day) night) there. My one room7nwas acting out screaming n jumping on the beds. All I did was say was please stop trying bro sleep. N I was told I was in the wrong.
    If u want to get ahold of me my email is: princessjc20131@gmail.com

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    1. Okay then but you may have known a suicidal teenager going by the name Denise because I've watched that same documentary a couple of years ago when they've interviews this girl nearly 40 years ago because this place was so horrible to their patients back then because if someone like her ran away from there , Chances are that the staff should've been notified plus this could've been aired on television throughout the viewing area alerting anyone about an endangered runaway but that never happened & to this day her whereabouts are unknown .

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  47. Hey my ppl its artie from eddington anyone who wants to reminse from 1990-1996 call me 856 625-6103 i remember all of you

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  48. hey its artie starting today i will start a new ESSH family page all welcome who went to ESSH

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  49. That's nice ur starting an essh family page for everyone who went there. I went to essh around 86 /87

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  50. look for my page on facebook at AG GARRETT

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  51. I need some ppl who went to ESSH to reach me on fb at AG Garrett so we can rebuild essh as we seen it

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  52. My name is Matt Snyder and i was at ESSH in 88-89. I was on unit 2. My best friend was Troy. I also worked at the canteen. I had a girlfriend named Michelle who was from Elizabethtown PA. I was treated really good by the staff and didn't experience any of the things i am reading about now. I really remember Harry who ran the canteen and Mr. Ed from unit 2. If you remember me email at mattsnyder1123@yahoo.com.

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    1. Hi Matt it's me Angel I remember you like if it was yesterday u was in my room Troy. U had long hair

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  54. I was there back in 86-88 Unit 1, my name is Jenny. I remember
    two of our unit staff were Mrs. Celest and Mrs. Rosa. I also remember Pedo Mr. Gary, I used to feel uncomfortable around him, cause that dude would just not stop staring! I also remember the round building where they had the Christmas ball, I had on a bell gown. They had me in the troubled teen class at their school, but honestly, our teacher there was so patient and amazing, she taught us about the Holocaust, we watched the movie Escape From Sobibor and she even had a guest speaker come to out classroom which was one of the ones that escaped from that holocaust camp. She really taught me a lot.
    I also remember working in a shop there where we used to pack all these little bits of rubber rings in small containers and get paid per how ever many we packaged.

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